The snowballs on the snowberry shrub
are much too small as snowballs go. I stare
out the kitchen window, roll this
simple tongue-twister over and over.
Is there loneliness in nature – behind the cry
of a seagull, say? Does the flower
let loose, under assault of the slug’s rasp,
a high-pitched scream lost on us?
We yelled at each other: I’m sick and tired
of dragging the dead log that is our life –
you may as well be tied to a tree
as to me, we’re going nowhere together.
I hear you moving in the bedroom above
my head, curtains opening with
a drawn-out whisper. The radio detonates
a pop song beside the bed. You
have your reasons and they are good.
Mine are reamed in rhyme, crooked, hid.
We mope until you come down
or I go up, both of us recognising how love
makes for one bundle, joy and sorrow,
as we turn from our off-colour,
out-of-kilter meditation on the snowballs
clinging to the snowberry in its hover.
Patrick Deeley is a poet, memoirist and children's writer from Loughrea. His tenth collection of poems, Keepsake, was published by Dedalus Press in 2024. He is the recipient of the Lawrence O'Shaughnessy Poetry Award, the Dermot Healy Poetry Prize, and The Eilis Dillon Award. His best-selling memoir, The Hurley Maker's Son, appeared in 2016.
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