You’d fit better in a laboratory.
You sun-bleached parcel of protein and collagen.
Once coated with bracken-red meat
this moving jigsaw you were once part of.
The grass tussocks like hair hungry
for flesh that has dissipated into biotic tubes
of beetles and maggots. Rocks protrude
over the edge, hoping for a foot to pitch
them on a passage. No one will touch you.
Even the insects have deserted you.
You will never move again. I saw an x ray
of my shoulder once. Ghostly scaffolding
in a screen void. I graze the warm dip
beside my neck, this blade a bodily basin.
Those radiographers lifted my skin,
mask over mortality. But then the hint
was always right here in my knuckles
when I clench hard enough and white
peers daringly through the skin, like a ghost
under a sheet. Is that how you feel, now,
with only the fog to cover you?
Tell me, did a little lamb ever ossify
in your skeleton? Did you watch
as that miniscule clavicle helplessly formed?
Who would have thought it would outlast
those wiry muscles and arrogant heart.
Those plastic, jewel encrusted skulls
in shop windows got it wrong.
This is death. Lying on the edge of nowhere
with only the wind left to breathe.
With or without life, there is still
existing to be done.
Heather has a BA and MA in Literary Studies with Creative Writing from Lancaster University. She won the Foyle Young Poets of the year award in 2019 and her poems have been published in Obsessed with Pipework, Flash, Dreamcatcher, Ink Sweat and Tears, Angel Exhaust, Tears in the Fence, on Acumen’s young poets page and upcoming in The Seventh Quarry.
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